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i'm finally back in school and dragging my butt to school in the morning is just something i haven't accustomed myself to.I've been feeling rather insecure about myself and i feel the need to re-invent myself..i realise how i've been leading my live..there's always a certain need for me to compete against somebody else in my own element and the funny part is i'm being rather myself.I have no freaking idea wat the hell to do animore.I guess people do get on my nerves and they probably have issues themselves and i'm the one being a fool to think otherwise.Well,it's funny how my day is..there's this guy whom i call the bustop dude..and yea i havent seen him since our last day of school before hols..i saw after swimming just now and shit he looks so hottt! He was practically checking me out(oh well he was looking at me will i ate mee-siam like a pig). And when we finished,he practically smiled at me..awwww...ok down girl down!Pretty much made my day..aargh..i'm stuck at the library before my next Jap culture lecture..wat a chore!I wish i had elected for french at least it's tot in pure english!oh well just my luck..laters!

it going to be my last day in thailand and pretty much sad to leave this place.I pretty much enjoy being here.It's so much more fun and everything is cheap and great and not to mention the food,woah! So yeah,after being here for such a period of time i guess you do get use to the whole place.But alast,i have to go back to singapore and start the new school term.Darn! I'm probably pretty more piss about gg back rather than running out of money here.Rab's been great to me and she pretty much tolerated every shit crap dat i'm facing..so thanks and sorry to rab for being such an angel.Like i said i couldn't actually find a better partner to travel to this.Well a little note to me would be to save up more money before planning to go somewhere and it's pretty shitty and a bunch of crap not to have enough money to spend.I guess i will just have to do more lunches with rab on weekly basis to make up for everything she shared and paid for during the trip.well,dats pretty much it,we're just waiting to meet up with jon before we leave tomorrow,he's really nice so yea it's proper to say goodbye before we leave.

Sawadeekaaa---greetings in thailand oh make that from thailand!

hey peps i'm doing fine and apparently bquite happy in bangkok.I just can't believe i did all that travelling on train.The funny thing was i met an american guy whose apparently speaks thai and he's really eccentric..rab is like so into him ..well den there's this english guy who was a foreign exchange in NUS and that he's great.We're in thailand but we're around ang mohs.Well,thailand is quite modern the last time i saw it.I which was great and i love it here and i think i gg to come back.Right now i'm gg to enjoy the rest of the trip and get to you guys..enjoy and may god bless you..like they say in england cheers!

this is the last entry before i leave for thailand.I'm scared stiff about going away without my family for a week.oh but if it's any consolation to me,i'll be meeting one of my cousin in bangkok but he'll be there only on the 18th.I'm overly excited and overly overwhelmed and this trip is budget one so dont expect me coming home bearing gifts!!i cannot believe i woke super early today...i went to get the digital camera and i'm praying hard my cousin won't give birth without me while i'm gone.Everyone seems pessimistic about me going and i guess yea,it's for my well-being.But i should return with a new me but before i leave there's something i have yet to tell;
i have been waiting for a long while but i have found u at last,you've been in and out of my life i actually forgot how good look and how much i love your smile.I havent been in touch with u but i hope u could wait for me,because it took us long to find our way back to each other only to find ourselves in someone else's arms. i'll be gone for now but i'll never forget you i hope you could hold on now because in our hearts you know we are destine to be....
so people,pray me safe and god bless you for those star wars fans out there may the force be with you! OMG,how dramatic can i be?!

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i can't believe it, my tickets are booked and so are the accomadation.Going On trip away from home wif RAb..wohooo! I can't believe it...at this point i'm already thinking of the shopping we're marathoning thru' there. Not to mention my crazy plans to take rab to hua hin beach..so girl don't forget ur bikini yea,we're soaking up the sun.I'm guessing we'll be home sick in the train ride but not when we arrive in thailand..sawadeekaa. It finally boils down to this,a week in counting or to be exact 5 days before i meet rab in KL and take a connecting train ride to bangkok..that'll be fun. I'll just have to prolly miss her for 5 days before i see her..and before all the chaos breaks loose i still have a million things to do...so guys adios amigos!

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i'm counting the days to my thai trip with rab we havent plan anything yet..we just prolly go out and explore.Well the goo news i passed supp paper that was a relief.Tot i couldnt do it.Watched a late nite movie with halijah yesterday,it was fun and i suffered headaches from watching in the front row..the funny part was it rated R21 and i didnt even know..Summerstorm is a great foreign film i'm already gearing for the vcd to come out...Congrats to rab for passing the driving thing..well dats abt it enjoy the hols!