Monday's Chaos

I really cant stop to think where do i get the strength to attend training and school after 4 days of insufficient sleep,rest,water and everything else in between. I must admit the signs are starting to surface...the runny nose,the sore throat,the frequent dizzy spells and not able to breathe properly.I was really dissapointed in myself for not hustling through fitness.It really has come to my attention that i have not been doing enough.And not mention the frustration and tension that had everyone on each other's nerves espcially coach hershey.

If that's not enough i still have freaking double bills to pay.I've used up all my cash reserves and i'm desperate need for a lifejacket. Maybe the great part about being single is the fact that you could do your stuff at your time and space without someone breathing down your neck.

Good news that at least put a smile on my face would be me passing my ICA paper although i fail DMSD and getting a job to finally lift me out of the cashless pot-hole!Argghh..i'm still deprived from sleep...

Brand new school day

Yay, term break is finally over.It's back to school today! Cant wait to see my classmates and get on with school stuff. I just got a green light from Wak Min to go for job interview at Fish & Co.

My last few days was very exhausting and very fun. Rugby Camp was great. Got to mingle around with the freshies and the chance to bond with the team. And what better news than Us beating the SRC freshies at our friendly touch game.Hurray!

My nephew's birthday BBQ was a success.But i got pretty sick of the food considering i had BBQ at camp the nite before and the morning after.Anyways thanks to Sya and Stephie for keeping me awake,you guys crack me up.A record of more than 24 hours without sleep + exhaustion + u guys = Cukoo Me!

The best highlights of my term break was definately the Peterpan Showcase at HRC the Best for last!I'm still not over that...ARGHHHH!I really never thought i would totally be into them and their music but after the performance which was fantastic and crystal clear vocals courtesy of the Hunkalicious Ariel,I must admit..I'm a convert to their basecamp!The showcase was over my expectations and it left a mark deep down. Soulful music and heartful lyrics?Who could beat that....all I have to say is GO INDO! I'm so indo-crazy that i have started to speak the language... just ask Supi,my nongkrong Club member,haha...makasi ya supi udah mau jadi teman aku ama masuki club nongkrong aku,aku suka banget!....*our chant:1,2,3...NONGKRONG!

For more satisfaction or if u would like to feast ur eyes on my adventures,i would be putting the pics up soon...till then cheers!

No more Love Shit!

I've been receving feedback from my dearest SUpi that i should stop talking abt my lame love life in my BloG. And so this entry is a tribute to my touch girls especially Supi who has been my faithful online buddy..Love u Supi!

I had the probably the best workout during training yesterday and was glad to see all the girls. The coaches had their ways with us and i really needed the workout. So no complains. I really feel for the freshies knowing they wouldn't expect training to be that tough 2 months in. Nonetheless, I survive! Yea..(*doing her victory dance)People might think i'm crazy to be working out even when i've been hit by the flu bug but the truth is i just needed to distract myself...MOving on..

Had dinner with SUpi,aZ and YAm at the void deck opposite bubble tea.It's been a while since we did that. A little chat and enjoyed bubble tea with no pearls(sucks!) not to mention Tom yam noodles..hehe..happy man!But so sad cos i had to make the journey home by myself.BooHoo!

Alas,a fulfilling day of exhaustion and satisfaction...Tpiranhas Woosh!

Post Term test

It's finally over and i'm well on my to celebrations.Nothing could be better than celebrating post term test with the start of the world cup.Champiole..

Thursady saw me hanging out with Mr A at holland village starbucks with Huda.Although i had two papers left to go i made time to go gyming with Steph and an early dinner with Marli. Had so much fun laughing our heads off on the way home. Marli has a new talent i just discovered..hehe..nose suction! heh.Well,thanks marli and steph for the company till city hall.

Nonetheless, i head back home,showered and headed off to holland village.I did like two things at the same time,enjoying company and studying at the same time. I have to somehow try not to think abt being close. Too close for comfort makes me feel i shouldnt be there.And it increases the vunerability.

Finally,Friday came and was sad to hear ang moh flying off to Bali,shit! If it wasn't for term test and lack of financial assistance i would be busking in the Bali sun. It was like a strike for me cos Hafiz when off to KL in the evening.Crap.So i was left all by myself and hanging out with the 3 A's...Aidil,asrul and a'an...

Saturday...boring day...saw my cute nephew,somehow he made my cold and my bad mood dissapear..Usual day with mum..

Sunday morning was bad but knowing i had a great sleep and knowing that someone cares i was well on my way.Did laundry and slack through the rainy day..Met up with the three A's again.Great adventures from beach road to bencoolen...ate tang yuan and chicken cutlet with rice,damn syiok! hehe. Somehow,what did it was the talk with Asrul..

I know i shouldn't put things in my head but he somehow he made me believe that somethings are possible if only i was going to give it a try. It got me thinking and i suppose that good things should just wait a little more. It'll probably for the best or would it?

Somehow i'm envious of my friends,those busked in Love.I'm hoping my time will come..maybe it's just there waiting for it to knock on it's door,but somehow i'm tired of getting the door slammed on my face...

term test week

I really feel sucky today..I'm confident of doing badly for today's papers..
Either ways thanks to Fizah for all her selfmade notes and Fairuz for her company,studying with me at Level 5 library...Thanks girls..couldnt have done it without u girls..took a photo of the girls..here they are..left-right:Fai and Fizah


Yesterday i bought a fox sweater..hehe..very cute..here's my attempt at taking a shot of the new sweater...


anyways was very glad to see someone yesterday..apparently it become like a reunion thingy because somehow the old farts were there and a friend i gt to know way back was there as well..
dont ask me,it's complicated..

I'm just happy that these days we talk all the time..I heard he's trying to get over someone and i just want to help him through it..Very excited, this month it's he's 21st birthday and Fizah 22nd b'day...Yay..till then, Ciao!

P/s: To my dearest sims freak...i really hope to see u and do talk sometime soon..Miss u freak!
u know who u are...hehe..

Check this out out of boredom i actually did a real life quiz on "how do guys see you?"
and this what i got out of mine...

You're the girl that every guy wants, but thinks he can't have. You have such a confident way about you -- and it's a major turn-on to guys. But sometimes, because of your secure stature, guys have a hard time approaching you. They either think you're not interested or they're scared of being rejected by someone so amazing. There's nothing wrong with a flip of the hair or a wink of an eye every now and again, but make sure you're doing it in a way that assures them you want to be approached--because we know you do.

Somehow what's been tabulated is true.Probably dats why i have a hard time when is comes to matters of the heart.

today would probably mark the best in my week...
I never really thought i would spend almost the entire day with him.
I mean dont get me wrong,i thought that it would just be a normal outing.
Somehow at some point things really gt weird for me..

He seem rather "close", u could practically see it in his body language..
Are we flirting or am i reading too much into it?
He was rather protective at times like the way he would stand right behind me,
and pulling my hand so i get close to him while queing for the bus..
Sentosa is definately god send..Thanks guys(Asrul,Farhan,Is and bro and Mr A).
You guys rock!

I just wish i could be the one to save him from drowning.
Wish i could be the one he shows affection for,
the one who'll see him through and the one who he's looking for.

Probably he'll never think of me as an option,that's why he never looked
at the person standing next to him..never look my way..
For some reason i believe i'm gonna end up looking into an empty can..

Good weekend and cheers!

this just in, it sounds kinds depressing..

But i just read two blogs back-to-back,

and somehow both reflects on people's death and passing on...

makes me think that we're humans and it's just a matter of time..

My sincere heartfelt to their families...

i'm really starting to panic.
i have been very complacent abt coming late.Therefore, i have emails in my inbox confirming that i would be debarred over extensive lateness if i refuse to comply.
What irritates me is the fact that i'm never able to make it although i woke up super early.
What the hell is wrong with me?
Maybe i should just resolve to waking up two hours before hand.
So glad i have term test.Will give me a few weeks to psyche myself.
I will Not Be Late!!

I have decide to resigned my fate to look for odd jobs to fend for myself.
Ok not really that,i need money to travel.
I have been stuck in singapore for ages.
i need to go somewhere.
I have come up with Bali,a tropical paradise.
Read: SUN,Fun,Party,Men,Booze and more Fun!
What more could i ask for?
Oh yea i need friends to come with me.Dumber.

I was out yesterday with the boys.
I havent seen them in a while nontheless i was happy.
Term test next week.I'm on to it.
trying hard to be optimistic.Will see.