Monday, February 23, 2004

hey guys...haha,it was a good weekend for me! Success n victory of a good weekend is sweet.Ok,lets see...first up:Saturday- Woke up super duper early to meet up with my baby for the first time in about 10 days since we last met. Spend the next 8 hours at sentosa n chilling out at the beach. Dinner was accompanied by his bunk mates. Sunday:Hung out at woodlands den went over to chill somewhere near my place...so u see eventhough it was only two days i definately wanted to spend every spare time with him. Ok let's stop with the whole bf thing. Another thing,u guys wanna check out my new killer tan.Hahaha..it's a shame i wasnt in a bikini if i was i would get an even tan. Anyways wanna tell all those fashion freaks whose checkin this out about a sale.Hurray,more reasons to shop! Ok,there's a sale at john little@woodlands causeway point. The Big Catch--lycra coloured tees are sold at $6.90/ea. Drawstrings which are beachlike are sold in cool colours..3/4 length are going for $19 and full length for $23. It's a grab for beach bummers so go get it. Ok,for those glam girls u wanna checkout this online mag-www.seventeen.com it's cool!Aight peps..nothing much for the boys except baseball tees are sold for $12 at peninsula for good quality it's going for $18. I guess dats about it..tag me on me board if u want more details.Btw wanna give a loud shout out to Vinod,HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY!Cheers mates!

Wednesday, February 18, 2004

I counted the days,i counted the nights
I even counted the mins,secs n hours when ur not by myside
It pains my heart when ur not around
Sounds like a scene frm a movie i've seen time over time
It hurts me more just to hear you n not have u near
Cos' your my life n the one thing i hold most so dear
I use to be so selfish n not have a care in the world
But that's over now cos i have you as the one i love.....

gosh guys...sorry for the whole sappy start. God,i'm so melodramatic. Such drama queen.I guess day by day the whole relationship makes my female instinct kick in.Ok maybe half instinct n alot of other teenage hormones. I guess u get to that point when ur at that age.I'm starting to feel very dressy lately..it helps that i'm link to a bunch of teenmags online.For all those who very classy n love clothes or designers...u guys should check out teenvogue.com. I even holistically put as my homepage.But i just have a weird fashion sense.I'm into the whole vintage look. Because i dont wanna look like i came straight out of a magazine page.Vintage is about mix n match and the look is not so clean.I jus like mixing chuck taylors n a pair of vintage faded jeans with a nice blouse...the aftereffect is just casually pretty.Alright i'm talking about all this because i dont wanna bore u guys with anymore sappy I-mis-my bf confessions.I decided not to dwell on it.Since my bloG projects a rockchic image..i might as well represent some of that presentation.Ok peps,i'll guess dats all for now...take care,fight for peace in the world(but dont be an activist n go against the government,aight?!)cheers mate!!

Tuesday, February 17, 2004

haiya...another one of those bad days.Just for the record,i didnt even go school todae.Must be the lazy bug..i wake 11plus just to find myself going back to sleep.I heard from vinod that PE was cancelled,thank god!Anyways i just logged in n surfing around..not to mention doing the survey asked me to.I have to edit some stuff n complete by tomorrow before jack gets pissed,hehe!Anyways i had an ok day..i was suppose to go down to school for extra climbg session(some sort of a remedial but in climbing ways).I just cant dragg myself out of the house of course.Quite satisfied with the number of people visitg this blog.Haha big thanks to evryone. Well,i'm getting bored need to get something to eat..my brain can't process anything with empty stomach. Well guys,dats all for todae pretty dry but i'll cya guys soon,FYI i still miss my boyfren to death!!Cheers mate!

Monday, February 16, 2004

hey guys...to those of u who celebrated V~dae congrats for those of u who didnt...i feel for u. God,i had like the worst weekend of all weekends. I couldnt actually bring myself to get out of the house. Everything just went chaos. I guess faith just played a cruel joke on me.I didnt see my baby for almost a week n the situation just makes it more worst. My perfect full-proof valentine's weekend couldnt even escape the clutches of a whole weekend of family time.Darned!I'm just so piss for seeing him dat it gets to the point of us arguing. I guess the whole arguing thing is a norm but i still cant face the fact that i didnt see him for a whole solid week....btw i just got caught smoking by a muthafucker.Well,i couldnt care less..he cant torture me for all i care. I just want to see my baby.That's more than a torture i could take.It seems absolutely selfish that i have never had to feel this way till now. It's a weird n wonderful feeling all together.A milion cigarettes still cant explain the way i feel. I piss Fai off by not bringing my adidas sweater. That's all my brother's fault,he just keep saying it's at work n he totally forgot abt it. I mean seriously dude,dat's just lame...n fai is so not buying into the excuses.God,now i 'm freaking piss at myself.Wat a bad weekend n a bad week to start off with...ok gotta go..need to do a freaking 3D test. Cheeers!!!

Thursday, February 12, 2004

i'm actually contemplating of whether i want be in the class or not?!I guess i wouldnt have it any other way cos i would rather b in an aircon rm than outside under the super hot blazing weather.I couldn't help but think abt this weekend. I jus dunno wat to do or where to go.I guess my baby should have it all covered. I havent had a second pass by without thinking of him...i'm seriously trying to commit to this one.Considering the many bad relationships n flings i had, i guess this time it's for real. I'm bz typing away while the entrepreneuship teacher blabs about some business insurance stuff.I couldnt careless.Aliff is sleeping and the rest of the gang is bz setting up their website for the IA. We had lunch at the clementi hawker centre. I dint have anything to fill my tummy except vinod's chicken rice soup n the bandung drink i bought. We hung out at clementi's Macdonald's till abt 12plus. We headed back to school n chillout somemore at reading room. Gawd,class is ending at 5 todae...sux. I still have a couple more stuff to do like project,reports n prep for KL X'games trip with the climbers..yea!Something to look forward to. Buut other than that,there's nothing happy abt life now except for wanting to spend more quality time with my baby. Ok,i knoe missing him is not gonna do me any good but than wat can i do?I really miss him to death. I have a huge money crisis going on now.I got a lot to pay for like my climbing shoes the crash pads n more stuff awaiting my purchase on my shopping list. I have strave n dat too couldnt help me pay out the finances.Well, i jus gotta keep saving till i pay them all off.But for now Happy advance valentine's day to those who are celebrating n hv a gd weekend for those who are not.That's all for now...cheers mate!

Wednesday, February 11, 2004

hey guys...i'm turning insane over my website n blogg.Well for anyone who happens to be reading this..please do me a big favour by visiting my linked website..i really need this cos it's for my school assignment for some lame teacher.Well,life's taking its toll on me..the whole climbing and prep for the upcoming comps..god,only knows.Besides that i'm not gonna see my baby boy this week cos i'm suppose to spend time with my mum..sux but then aagin she is my maternal mum.I'm suppose to be doing my project but somehow i'm in contempt n too engrossed doing other stuff. I'm suddenly self-contained to glue to my BloGspot n writing in my journal..i guess being a very soul-searching gal allows me to do that. But than again i'm a soul searcher in karma..physically i'm like a she-male,very masuline to exact. Lately,i've been more of a femme fatale n materialistic gurl than sporty.I guess it's just a nice time to be in love..to love n to be love in return..Well,i'm starting to go crazy over vintage fashion all over again...i guess once i have enough cash i'll be heading to the nearest thrift store(secondhand clothg store).My boyfren's starting to go crazy over vintage stuff too courtesy of my influence...hahahaha,victory is sweet..love is in the air..so guys go out n spread the love..Make peace n love Not War..cheers!

Tuesday, February 10, 2004

Aight now peps...at least now i got a freaking idea how do to this blogger thing..just need to find a tagboard,add alittle photos n some music..god i must be really out of my freaking mind. I guess having a blog really help people to speak their minds n not get dissed(if they dont have tagboards).But it still doesnt change the fact that i miss my baby(my beau) a lot. I guess u must not knoe a lot abt me if jus read this but i'll try though. To all my fellow members...hahaha..fuck,i still have no bloody mood to do the project and report cos i'm updating my freaking blog!Ok now,bugger off...cheers!Darn,my freaking arm still hurt from climbing yesterday.
sux..i dunn even knoe how to do this thingy...crap..shit, now must crack my head to design this bloody blogger..hahahaha