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i'm finally back in school and dragging my butt to school in the morning is just something i haven't accustomed myself to.I've been feeling rather insecure about myself and i feel the need to re-invent myself..i realise how i've been leading my live..there's always a certain need for me to compete against somebody else in my own element and the funny part is i'm being rather myself.I have no freaking idea wat the hell to do animore.I guess people do get on my nerves and they probably have issues themselves and i'm the one being a fool to think otherwise.Well,it's funny how my day is..there's this guy whom i call the bustop dude..and yea i havent seen him since our last day of school before hols..i saw after swimming just now and shit he looks so hottt! He was practically checking me out(oh well he was looking at me will i ate mee-siam like a pig). And when we finished,he practically smiled at me..awwww...ok down girl down!Pretty much made my day..aargh..i'm stuck at the library before my next Jap culture lecture..wat a chore!I wish i had elected for french at least it's tot in pure english!oh well just my luck..laters!