Hey people..i hope this time round you guys get to read my blog clearly!Rab,this one is for you..thanks for inviting me over to NUS for the netball session and after getting a huge toe on my right foot(it's injured due to wrong foot landing). I just realise that i've been missing alot due to my absence from sports..One thing struck me when i passed by the Src in NUS,along the corridor there was an open door to a place i use to call home.The bouldering wall was like a place of calm and serenity.A place where i made friends,keep friendships alive and relief stress by pumping my adrenalin doing all the impossible routes that was being set by all the mad capped climbers or should i say Hardcore climbers.It's been a while since i've abandoned that place it feels empty but i would still never forget the people who turn against me on that same wall.It's void and filled the feeling of hatred but i'll be back and i will.I bet against my gut i will and i'll come back stronger and better.An overdrive entry for today but we'll talk again tomorrow..btw my toe still hurts like hell!Ciao!
hey guys..i must say i had a very interesting few days since the last update i posted.Firstly,mum finally got me laptop and my life has become more interesting than usual.Btw,do you guys believe in stars like astrology and odiac and stuff.Like how the stars can predict how bad or how good you day or week could be.Well,I didn't not until recently..Like i said i've been almost suffering from depression and i'm getting symptoms of stress.But the weekend totally change my whole mood and everything that surrounds me.Least to say,i must thanked my lucky stars and most of all God! I guess eventhough i'm way out of the "totally-into-religion" category,I still do my part as i'm suppose to.I still do seek forgiveness and solance for my sins and stuff.Don't get me wrong i'm into faith and god.Well,enough of that..safe to say i'm at the midst of completing my IFC projet which has been rather a burden than an interesting thing for me and my group.Somehow in the thickness of all this,god or rather god and rab has answered my prayers.An opportunity to squeeze sports ito my life back again..i suddenly feel alive.The smell of sweat suddenly doesn't turn me off as oppose to what everyone thinks.Well,i'm going to start small by playing captain's ball with rab and the nus girls..we'll see where we go from there.ok,i should be hitting the books now for the maths quiz 2 tomorrow before i have to see myself fail the subject..ok guys have a good week ahead! Lastly,i wanna give my shoutouts to my former school mate of class 2001 from YISS...AMIN..yes..have a look around the pics are a bit old and do tag me if you actually ade it here.To Huda a.k.a Honey thanks for the sms conversation we had last week,you rock and i miss u..we got lots of bitching to do..Cheers!
i've been gone on a long hiatus due to school. My updates are long overdue and i don't wish to recap on the valentine's issue.Some have come and some have gone but the fact remain that it's time to do an overhaul.Let's get it started den..first up,the word fun and school could never ever again be mention in the same line.I've been fairly distracted from reality long ago.The fact that my life no longer consists the things that i use to have is very disturbing.My mind and soul is out balance and i'm running out of mojo.I wish to scream help but i guess it's more of an outrage than of an outburst either way it's still the same.Haven't had caffiene in my system for pretty much 365 days and 40 hours..i'm running into datelines and brick walls.I have lost all charm and flirtations on opposite sex which makes me think one think...am i being a paranoid?!I feel very drain and wear out i can't think of what to say and do whenever i think of having fun.It's not a word to be use on daily basis..somehow it escape my verbal dictionary..all i can say is i'm back and hanging but my system's on overdrive..ciao!
