Lost in translation

Nothing much said about the past week. I hate being the person that I am. No pun intended but I hate being in the position i am right now except for a few good things in life that i hold so dear. I've been mind-blowing sick for the past few days I feel so weak. Yet a kind soul was so dear to spend time and accomadate to my impossible demands. Thanks BF, I love u..I really do.

I cant remember being so lost for a long time. I haven't had time to thing about it much. I'm just aimlessly trying to find my out of the maze that i self-created. Along the way I do get a lifesaver, but one person can only do so much. I just feel my mind is pretty messed up. Or maybe i'm just being a paranoid. I cant help thinking what people think and say about me.

As much I try to console BF of the same issues, i'm so hyprocritical of myself. I suppose I'm just denying myself to accept reality. Right now I just want to focus on my priorities. That's way more important than what anyone has to say..

A brand new start..not forgetting the past..

I finally have time to sit down to update. The past few days have been quite a blur. Holiday mood just tells me to slow down and unwind. It has been a great start to the new year so far. Things have been just good. But I'm guilty for some things I have yet to do.

I just realise that Rab went on a backpacking tour and I thought she was in singapore. I missed Hammie's chalet due to Hari Raya Haji. I screwed up alot of invites for new years. But i had a great time just chilling out with The Boy at west coast park. We saw fireworks and we were just happy.

I'm still dreading school which of course i skipped today. I bloody slept the whole day. Dont mind me, I just a lazy bum. Tomorrow will be back to normal. School and training as usual. Things hasn't been great at home. I dread being in the same place as mum these days. I hate turning older. It somehow signals me to be a grown up. But that's a whole different story. Good Day pple.

sins i've done u not know off, which breaks my heart to tell u not..

Happy New Year! Cheers to a Great 2007.