i've been gone on a long hiatus due to school. My updates are long overdue and i don't wish to recap on the valentine's issue.Some have come and some have gone but the fact remain that it's time to do an overhaul.Let's get it started den..first up,the word fun and school could never ever again be mention in the same line.I've been fairly distracted from reality long ago.The fact that my life no longer consists the things that i use to have is very disturbing.My mind and soul is out balance and i'm running out of mojo.I wish to scream help but i guess it's more of an outrage than of an outburst either way it's still the same.Haven't had caffiene in my system for pretty much 365 days and 40 hours..i'm running into datelines and brick walls.I have lost all charm and flirtations on opposite sex which makes me think one think...am i being a paranoid?!I feel very drain and wear out i can't think of what to say and do whenever i think of having fun.It's not a word to be use on daily basis..somehow it escape my verbal dictionary..all i can say is i'm back and hanging but my system's on overdrive..ciao!