hey guys...to those of u who celebrated V~dae congrats for those of u who didnt...i feel for u. God,i had like the worst weekend of all weekends. I couldnt actually bring myself to get out of the house. Everything just went chaos. I guess faith just played a cruel joke on me.I didnt see my baby for almost a week n the situation just makes it more worst. My perfect full-proof valentine's weekend couldnt even escape the clutches of a whole weekend of family time.Darned!I'm just so piss for seeing him dat it gets to the point of us arguing. I guess the whole arguing thing is a norm but i still cant face the fact that i didnt see him for a whole solid week....btw i just got caught smoking by a muthafucker.Well,i couldnt care less..he cant torture me for all i care. I just want to see my baby.That's more than a torture i could take.It seems absolutely selfish that i have never had to feel this way till now. It's a weird n wonderful feeling all together.A milion cigarettes still cant explain the way i feel. I piss Fai off by not bringing my adidas sweater. That's all my brother's fault,he just keep saying it's at work n he totally forgot abt it. I mean seriously dude,dat's just lame...n fai is so not buying into the excuses.God,now i 'm freaking piss at myself.Wat a bad weekend n a bad week to start off with...ok gotta go..need to do a freaking 3D test. Cheeers!!!