i've been fairly obessed about this singer namely BUTCH Walker. He's not ur typical pop act.He's a rockstar with his own band,The let's go out tonites. Something i love about his lyrics would be his talent in putting emotions as real and raw as possible into a song. Maybe becos i've been spending too much time on my lappie all month long to discover such things.

It's just a typical tuesday.I woke up to my mum's usual morning call to list down the chores I had to complete.Bummer.After rushing through the list, i switched on my lappie and watched Tv all at the same time. That is probably my day-to-day routine. I wish could do something more productive.I'm having all this negativity that i cant shake off accumulated the more i stay at hm.

I'm starting to sense bad karma surrounding me. Just days ago, I was literally having the best moment of the year. Now i'm sititng in front of the lappie wondering what happened. How could you ever care for someone yet be so selfish? How could you tell someone you would literally give your heart and just dissapear? I still have no absolute answer to any of my impending questions.

I should just never let my guard down. The possibility of a heart break is 100%. Sometimes I wish i never caved. But when you know you've waited a long time for that moment it's impossible to turn your back. I'm still waiting to see if that moment will ever come again. Tell me, is this what love is suppose to be? Because if this is rite, I dont ever wanna be wrong no matter hw painful it gets.