the funniest thing happened.I'm somehow unfazed by my own emotions.Maybe i'm dead inside. I would like to feel something for whatever is happening,i just cant though.Yesterday was probably the most daft day of my whole week,forget recaps.I must have tried to kill myself unconsiously.Dont get me wrong i'm not suicidal,it's just that exhaustion has got the best of me.I almost tripped myself to death a few occasions while making my way home.


Heard i got into the NTL team,skipped training for the baby thingy.I hate family gatherings.Kills my mood.I refuse to submit myself to family naggings about how i should do things a certain way and i am most definately not going to cave in.Cheers to a great weekend...