Weird things happen when you least expect.I'm starting to have RUGBY SEPARATION anxiety..Considering that i'm away on the Mum-ban-training hiatus. But i must admit she hasnt been subtle about being nice to me. I guess my mum's cool that way.

I still feel bummed out for not coming down to watch the semis at turf. Woke a wee bit too late to get there.And last week i had to refused marli to play a game, i feel like i'm letting everyone down. How the hell did i turn into this unknown creature overnite.

As much as i feel bad and miserable some good things have happened.Like getting bestie his Zippo on his birthday and gt him a cake for his birthday.Like getting to know someone and it feels like he's my soulmate, too early to say anything though.

Nonetheless,with me counting down the days to getting my normal life back on track.I'm just anticipating..