Confusion sets in yesterday.Couldnt come to terms what my emotions were when we said our goodbyes.U love me,you love me not.After a long time of avoiding all the drama it happened again. A neverending cycle of roller coaster emotions.Why does it always happen when we meet?I thought we could be friends,i thought i got over you but why do u always make me feel the way i feel?I was fine after the last time now i feel i need you more.I hate my guts for being jealous that u're dating someone..I hate what pple say, like i couldn't be more desperate when i'm trying hard to be happy for you.I hate playing mind games with you.I hate having to know that no matter what i would catch u when u fall.Stop giving me hugs when you know that only makes things worst.Dont do the things that u do in front of friends because I hate the way it makes me feel when they smile at me.What saddens me is not being to enjoy the simple pleasures in life with you,because you that we could never be just friends not now not ever.