U are what u make urself to be.

I have this funny feeling in my head and it has been bugging since i could remember.No updates.Same old same old.I thought with more involvement i would be able to feel a sense of fulfilment.I guess wrong.The same playlist have been playing on my lappie and it seems rather cloudy today.I cant believe i actually spend the whole day today doing god-knows-what.

Nothing to look forward to this weekend other than family outings and more family outings.It's a wonder why I'm the only "young adult" in the family out with the Oldies all the time.They ask the same question all the time,"adik,u no life ah?How come always hanging around with ur mum?" I have gotten numb and therefore have no interest when the same question pop up...simple and easy..silence is Gold!

Comfort zone aside i have distance myself from the guys for quite awhile.No apparent reason why i should make the effort when all i'm good for are "nurul,i need a favour ah...".Sometimes i choose to deny that very fact but it's inescapable.

Looking forward to occupy myself in as many touch events as possible.The only way to keep me sane.Stop thinking that I'm a lone bugger..Guess all i want now are material comforts.Love is secondary and so is company....