i think i take happiness for granted. I used to have so much of it,brimming full and yet it was never enough. I owe it to myself for not being contented with what i have. But i had to learn it the hard way. Now that i'm older and leading life just so i could move on, i realize i'm tad bit contented with everything. Even the little most possible joy could make feel like i won a million bucks..Like yesterday, a guy was smilling at me while i bought milk at Esso(i was in my pyjama bottoms and tee shirt) and my heart skipped a beat. That really made my day. Even things like my mum asking me out would cheer me up any day. I suppose i have really evolve into someone who wouldnt let anything dampened her.But at some point i really do feel i'm living under a scrunity of someone's microscope.But moving on, i'm really looking forward to term test. Yay! It might sound lame but i'm enjoying the very fact that i enjoy studying.DArn should have been more optimistic when i was in second semester. It's raining again,that's two weekends mind you.

I 'm still bloody pissed at the EX. a message to him: Stop bloody raining on my parade! You're not allowed sympathy from me. And stop blaming others for the very fact that u're a failure. Dont even think that the world evolves around u because it doesn't.I wish people would do something about their issues or just move on. Apparently people dont that's why we're humans. i have never regretted anything but it seems like if i don't people might think otherwise...I give up,go figure. Good weekend and cheers!