Haven't been myself...

i haven't been myself lately...i couldn't explain my actions as of lately..i've turn insomnic and i haven't been eating much.Yesterday was the most interesting day of my life..after so long i met him. Him,the guy that stole my heart years back..i was realli put to the test.Somehow along thru the whole time i was with him,i actually forgot what i had with fauzi..i think it was lucky of rab to be there with me or i would have lost it..But i'm glad everything is out in the open..he declared wat was my worst fear...he had feelings for me..i wasn't about to cave in..i just prayed it wouldn't come to this..so i jus stayed strong and told him we could just be friends and if anything would happen between us in future so be it..i guess it's really weird how things could happen when u least expect it..but it actually made me think and i realise that some things are out of our hands..rest assured we can do the least to change it..well,looking back towards reality..i need to take supp paper for my maths and dat sucks..i'm going to have to start mugging soon..well at least i will have something to work towards..MY THAILAND trip..rab if u're reading this we have to start planning as soon as your exams are over..well i guess dats about it.cheers!